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People ask me why I am so terrified to open up my heart. Why my chest is an unfathomable galaxy; why my heart is a chest in the deepest parts of the ocean; why my mind is a tangled mess of pain and wondering. I say it is because pain lasts. You can move on and you can forget, but the pain lingers in your body like heat until the day your hands turn cold. Pain stays and sticks to the deepest parts of your very being, sticking out like knives and needles that struck too deep. I loved you. I loved you until your heart turned cold and I loved you until the knives and needles struck too deep. I loved you until the pain began to linger deeper and deeper until it faded into emptiness. I opened up my galaxy, lifted up my heart from the chest and untangled my mind yet you pushed them all back inside their holes and left them worse than before. I loved you. I loved you because of the way you held my hands like you were afraid of letting go. I loved you because of the way you looked at me like I was the only thing that mattered. I loved you because of the way you told me the truth whenever I asked for it and I loved you because you were you. You had the key to my heart yet you swallowed it whole like that you'd see in cartoons so no one else could have access to it. Now I am afraid. Afraid of falling so deep as I have because I have sunk and I have drowned. I have swallowed enough water to be unable to breathe and I have felt the sensation of having water wrap around you like a blanket. Sinking and drowning is comparable to how I felt when you left. Like I couldn't breathe - like I couldn't lift myself up. And now I cannot feel anything because my heart has been caged with no key to open it up. I cannot feel anything because you have left me empty. And so people ask me why I am so terrified to open up my heart. I tell them it is because pain lasts; pain lasts when you love too much and you care too often. Words by Aubrey Verons (© the artidope)

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