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Many of you know Iโ€™ve been dealing with varying degrees of depression over the last several years, (more so within the last year or less) I made a big Facebook post about it and those of you who know me know I donโ€™t really air that kind of thing or really any of my personal business on social media besides memes and occasional post about politics. Itโ€™s gone from just the occasional relapse resulting in a bad day to even as far as contemplating self harm or suicide (Iโ€™m not at that stage so donโ€™t worry ) now before I go on with this Iโ€™m not posting this for attention or for pity, this is really for my own personal benefit and to get things off my chest so to speak. The thing is is that many if not most of the people my age are dealing with their own mental illness. There have been times when Iโ€™ve really hurt my family and my friends and loved ones and made some very awful decisions, the thing is Iโ€™ve always tried to be the guy who is there for everyone and helps anyone who needs it out even if Iโ€™ve barely talked to that person in the past. Iโ€™ve lost friends to suicide before and so my view is that if I can help then I will no matter who it is. Now the thing is is that I donโ€™t like to find help myself, all these years Iโ€™ve tried to help everyone but havenโ€™t worried about myself or taken care of myself mentally because I didnโ€™t think I was important or that I was worth it, I didnโ€™t think that my problems mattered or should be a concern and so I always turned down any help or assistance. I never wanted to talk or go see a professional or take any medicine because I just felt like a burden. Which eventually escalated and caused me to be grossly depressed to the point it was abundantly clear something was wrong. Now Iโ€™ve been working really hard the last couple weeks and months to ask for help and to talk to people and do the things I love, and Iโ€™ve been doing a lot better. The point is that itโ€™s okay to accept help but itโ€™s also necessary to accept that many of us deal with this and itโ€™s okay to not be okay. What Iโ€™m saying is for anyone who needs it, Iโ€™ll be here and I understand what we are all going through โค๏ธ. #positivevibes #depression #determination #lookback

๐˜›๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ถ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ง๐˜ถ๐˜ญ ๐˜ช๐˜ด ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏโ€™๐˜ต ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ด, ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ต๐˜ฐ ๐˜ข๐˜ค๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง. โœจ โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฎ @kamiya_naomi ๐ŸŒป โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ €โ € #nu__faces #beauty #beautyblogger #notmyphoto #flowers #beautyinfluencer #mua #makeupartist #lamua #dmvmua #mentalhealth #positivevibes #makeup #cosmetics #thefutureisfemale #nature #melanin #nudasj #nudasjgloss #follow_theleeda #positivity #quotes #inspiration #motivation

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ITS the WEEKEND BABBBYYYYYYY. ENJOY YOURSELF. LET YOUR HAIR DOWN, HAVE A DRINK OR 3. DO YOU KNOW WHYYYYYYYYYYY BC YOU DESERVE IT. YOU'VE EARN THIS RELAXING PERIOD TO UNWIND. LETS GO PPL LETS GET IT IN #LICENSESTYLIST #CHICAGOSTYLIST #CHITOWNSTYLISTS #MOTIVATIONALSPEAKER #chicagoapartments #eliterealtychicago #encouragement #chitownstandup #uniquestylist #dontjudgeme #natuallyme #POSITIVEENERGY #positivevibes #natuallypumpyouup #thisisME #Iknowyoulikeit #STAYYOU Enjoy yourself, surround yourself with nothing but POSITIVITY. LET'S DANCE YALL๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜˜๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ˜š๐Ÿ˜š

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Be happy for todayโœจ celebrate everything your thankful for๐ŸŒ™ you are a miracleโœจ you are beautiful ๐Ÿ’— you have unique gifts to share with the world ๐Ÿ’Ž you are earthly magic with a universal soul ๐ŸŒŸ you are love ๐Ÿ’™๐Ÿ˜˜. . . . . , . . . . #loveandlight #gratitude #yogaeverydamnday #yogalife #beachgirl #beachlife #cabosanlucas #cabo #californiagirl #palmtrees #vibratehigher #positivevibes #bethelight #belove #yogajewelry #jewelrydesigner #crystalvibes #beachvibes #beachjewelry

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